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today is a boring day.. except for the time when i went to watch the boys game just now.. not really having fun but watching their game was interesting.. they were at the edge of losing and drawing.. but they ended up winning.. (1-1, 1-1, 0-2).. it's like the opponent scored, they the guys scored the equaliser goal.. then the opponent scored again and the boys went for an equaliser.. the last period was amazing.. they were laughing non stop, trying to disturb the umpire.. yet, they scored very nice goal.. haha.. their 3rd period cheer was damn funny lah.. "bounce bounce bounce LAST ATTACK!".. haha.. "bounce" were like refering to johnson and "last attack" were refering to the charmaine.. cause during the 2nd period, the match sect alr blew for the end of the period.. ntu got a free hit.. so the guys were alr walking towards the other side of the court when she blew saying "last attack".. haha.. damn funny lah.. then when she blew for the end of the game, ibnu went to ask "why? last attack again arh?" haha.. damn funny lah.. esp ibnu who can't stop making fun of her.. haha.. trying to show how she look like.. haha..
anyway after the game, slack at tsh for awhile before heading home.. met hidayah (aw sis) in the bus.. then she was asking me about northland, jansenites and nats all.. and there were these guys behind us.. i think only 1 of them is from northland lah.. the c boys haikal i think.. then when they heard hidayah and i talking about nss hockey and all, they started to attract some attention..
hidayah: what happened to their hockey huh? brian pampered them too much huh?
me: no idea..
hidayah: sure gary disappointed..
me: sad maybe..
(and the conversation continues)
then the guys behind started whispering and took our attention.. talking at their highest pitch..
(in malay)
boy1: eh, just now brian called you right?
boy2: hmmm..
boy1: eh, so how the u14 now?
boy1: eh, so how the u14 now?
boy2: hmmm..
boy1: the other day i called enrico.. he said he might be going..
boy2: ...
boy1: maybe im going jansenites with enrico, yiru all later..
boy2: ...
WTH! lah.. so nonsense.. it doesn't make sense at all.. he thinks im stupid.. enrico going for u14? wth! he's 16 this year lah! enrico might even be playing for the nats guys team.. haha.. talk so big.. mentioned brian's gary's name and all.. talking about jansenites and all.. he thinks im stupid.. he's not even a northland student.. what's more jansenites! wth! he thinks he's damn smart arh.. but too bad.. im smarter than him.. like it's so obvious lah.. enrico going for u14? haha.. going for jansenites LATER? the carnival started early in the morning and end by afternoon.. want to go in the afternoon.. haha.. what's more i was with enrico, yiru, johnson all 30 mins ago.. and i know they're heading for movie.. so FAKE arh! that "boy1" arh.. damn arrogant sia.. in my heart was saying "padahal padahal.. and step pandai lak" haha..
reach home, watch some movie.. went to sleep for like 2 hours cause i was damn tired.. back to comp and download some stuff.. and i was really happy lah.. n95 is FINALLY out! i've been waiting for months! i've been aiming for that phone for so long.. hope to get it.. then maybe my mom can use my n70.. hehe..
she wrote on Saturday, March 31, 2007 @ 11:55 PM
i was suppose to go back to northland for the b girls fb trg.. but couldn't make it.. so sorry..
sunday will be the premier carnial.. don't really know about it cause i've not yet see the fixtures limin sent me.. hope it will help me in getting few good touches to prepare myself for the friendlies.. i don't want my performance to be like how i did on sunday.. that performance sucks.. that's the worst performance i've ever give.. what's more, for finals!
anyway, i finally got myself a new footwear.. wanting knows why.. haha.. the next thing i'm going to get is the levi's jeans.. thought of getting the adidas watch first but i think it's not as urgent as the jeans.. haha.. i still have my new 25hrs watch to wear.. seldom wear it though it's a gift and nice.. just afraid my rashes would come again..
if you were to realise, i actually increase the size of the font.. that's a request from a friend of mine.. haha..
she wrote on Thursday, March 29, 2007 @ 12:31 AM
won but......
yeah! jansenites u18 won! it was tough though the score might give a different point of view.. the weather was KILLING! but as for me, it wasn't the weather that haunts me but it was my FITNESS! i was totally out of breathe as early as the first 5 minutes.. wth! it wasn't because i was tired due to the game yesterday.. even if i'm tired, i still can run.. but it was different today.. i was totally flat on the ground! i was SOOO nervous even before the gmae starts.. when gary were talking about the game, my heartbeat alr started to beat like no one business.. i can't even slow it down.. tried to take a deep breath but it was to no avail.. it doesn't help at all..so when i was on the pitch, my heart was alr beating very fast.. plus me running under the hot sun, it gets worse.. that's the reason why i couldn't run though it's only for 5 minutes.. all i can do was to walk or jog VERY SLOWLY.. i have no energy to even push the ball hard enough.. my fast heartbeat was KILLING ME! if i were to have a 50 yards sprint, i'm sure to collapse on the pitch.. before anything bad happens, i got out off the pitch to catch some breathe.. to my seniors, i'm sorry with the way i perform today.. i admit i didn't perform today though it was our last game for the tournament.. it wasn't on purpose.. i would ahve done better if i could but situation doesn't seem to be on my side.. SORRY once more.. ):
for the u21 boys, hard luck to all of you.. you guys fought hard for every ball.. you played fantastic.. you had an early goal but i guess it's just not your luck.. but i'm happy for you.. each and every single one of you played well and deserve a celebration..
she wrote on Sunday, March 25, 2007 @ 11:27 PM
i FINALLY met my old friend back in primary school.. FATIMAH! haha.. amazingly, i got to know she's one of joanne close friend! wth! i couldn't remember her till like i was bathing.. haha.. i still won't forget her first day during tuition together with hidayah, fairuzana and i.. haha.. she's so different.. now i know how she is.. as in roughly.. she's as crazy as joanne.. and as crazy as me lah! hahaha.. luckily i went for the passion arts and joanne dragged her along.. haha.. i didn't recognise her though she added me on friendster recently.. haha.. but i had fun today.. not really because of the passion arts.. but more due to the fun i had with my friends.. but some performances really shocked me.. like the chinese dance.. was SOOOO different like the past years.. now is so much better..
anyway, i'm really worried about tmr's game.. how would you feel to have finals without a coach when all this while he nvr skipped our game and has always been there for us? but it's okay.. we'll do this together as a team even if he is not there.. we'll do our best and win this.. let's make him proud! jia you JANSENITES!
she wrote on @ 12:47 AM
shopping!
i want to go SHOPPING! i'm so tempted.. there's so many things i need to shop.. school starting soon! tops, jeans, and everything i need for poly.. arh!
more $$ will be flying off my hands.. haha..
she wrote on Friday, March 23, 2007 @ 11:45 PM
ntg much going on today.. but in the noon, i went back to northland.. mdm k needed jenmark, sabri and i to help with the b div with their floorball trg.. so, we trained them.. but today it was more like sabri training them.. but i also tried my drag.. finally i could do it.. haha.. all thanks to sabri for teaching me last week.. nina was trying to learn the right way of slap shot.. filip taught me the last time but i didn't know how to explain it to her.. luckily jenmark can teach her.. haha.. now her shots is getting better..
i guess tmr will be a rushing day for me.. i got to wake up early for my appointment in orchard.. after that, i would need to rush down for my game in tsh.. right after i end my game, i would need to rush home and get dress for passion arts.. most probably will be meeting joanne i think.. hope the passion arts is as interesting as last year.. last year passion arts was the best for me.. haha..
till here..
she wrote on @ 9:44 PM
is it difficult?
now i'm wondering if jansenites will even be going to send the girls team for the premier league.. seeing the condition now, it seems like we don't have enough players.. there's only a few players who have confirm that they are playing.. limin, xinni, vanessa, hazlin, aisyah, melissa, syaz and i.. the rest are still not confirm.. reason? we have players taking a long time to take the bleep test.. till now, we're not sure if they are going and who are going.. have our keepers taken the beep test yet? i've no idea.. is it so hard to do it once and for all? such cases are really making it troublesome for everyone especially the captain/vice-captain.. she's so worried and care about the team so much and yet no one realise it.. what is this? whenever it comes about our team, there's always a problem.. what's more, now there's more and more players deciding not to play.. i can't figure out the reason why.. i'm not hearing this news only from our team but from the others too.. but at least other teams are not having so serious cases like us.. at least even though some players might not be playing, they still have enough players to register.. jansenites?
"aiya i dont care alr".. it feels so sad hearing such news hearing from a player like her.. she cares about the team so much and tries her best to put the team together.. yet, she doesn't get anything in return.. not even a sense of respect from her own players.. what is this? is this how our team should go? i don't know how to say.. dissapointed with the players, guilty towards her for how the team behaves, sad to see the situation in the team and so on.. when will all this end?
i realise such problems only apply to the girls team.. seldom it ever happens to the guys.. this problem happens to our girls team.. some problems also once happened to the ladies team.. other club girls team.. but not the guys.. why? it is because of our sex? maybe female are like that.. i don't know..
but the point here is, it's really time for us to realise our mistake and see the truth around us.. we can't continue behaving in such manner.. we're sure to lose out if this continues.. things has happened to the nortland team.. hope things will get better..
as for the u18 girls team, this sunday would be our last game for the tournament.. really hope to have more than enough players for the game.. we shall play our best as a team and win this game together.. we've been through together througout this tournament, lets make this a good finishing! JIA YOU!
she wrote on Wednesday, March 21, 2007 @ 11:44 PM
almost complete..
yeah! i'm almost complete with my poly enrolment.. haha.. this morning, i went to meet up with jenmark at wlands mrt to go to SATA at civic centre.. our initial plan was to go together with fazilla but she decided to go with her friend instead.. amzingly, we saw the both of them while jenmark and i were queing.. haha..
the funny part was after doing the X-ray, we were suppose to place our medical report in the box located outside the next room.. both of us were "SMART" enough not to be aware about it.. after waiting for like 35 minutes, only then this guys infront of us informed us.. so, we ended up have to wait like another 30 minues.. wth lah! we wasted 35 minuts sitting doing ntg except to chit-chat.. no wonder our number wasn't called.. haha..
in the other room, i was sort of dissapointed with myself with my eyesight.. my eyesight was perfect when i was in late primary school.. then, it became 6/9 till sec 4.. but late sec 4, it getting worse.. now, it's 6/12! wth! my eyesight is getting worse! i hate it though i'm sure my eyesight would most probably to reach 6/12.. all the test that the doctor gave me, i couldn't read except for one where i skipped a couple of letters.. my heart dropped when she asked "are you wearing specs?" i couldn't describe how i felt upon hearing her question.. so sad.. my heart really sank to the max!
anyway after the check-up, we headed for lunch at causeway banquet.. then headed back to yishun to pay my student bill.. were to tired that we stopped by mac and rested there till 630pm..
so, i'll end it here.. the dance floor is here..
she wrote on @ 7:51 PM
worried..
i'm kind of worried about sunday game.. though we have played against them in the first round, i still feel worried.. i'm scared if anything happens.. i'm also worried about my very own performance.. like the past few games, i admit i didn't perform up to my standard and i would want to apologize to the team for affecting the game.. i promise myself to play my very best this sunday.. i'll give all out for the game.. cause i want to WIN this BADLY.. to my mates, do tell me on the pitch itself if i made any mistake or need to improve on anything..
so team, we shall play our best and win this!
she wrote on Tuesday, March 20, 2007 @ 11:31 PM
jansenites..
it seems so common for me to have a good friday and a pretty bad saturday.. just like saturday, had a bad morning and a bad ending with my game.. we won, but i didn't perform! i really hope to do better for sunday game..
today, i went out in the afternoon to go back northland for the b div floorball trg.. asked mahes, sabri and jenmark to come along too.. helped mr gary with the training since he had sore throat and couldn't coach.. did some runnings, simply passes and shots on goal before some games.. after training, headed syed for dinner with suzannah, raj, mahes and jenmark.. that jenmark nvr fail to do stupid things.. haha.. raj went to buy his stationery before jenmark left for home.. we then walked to np for awhile.. then headed home with suzannah.. freaking tired now..
anyway, both JANSENITES TEAMS are IN THE FINALS! both u18 girls and u21 boys are in the finals.. the girls won saints and the guys won the unbeatable team (police)! CONGRATS to both teams.. we'll be playing on sunday.. 4pm for girls and 8pm for the guys.. we shall WIN this title! jia you JANSENITES!
she wrote on Monday, March 19, 2007 @ 9:57 PM
friday is always a good day for me.. cause i know i would have fun during motorola trg.. so today, planned to go for trg together with angela but she was already at town as early as 12 noon.. so, she asked me to meet her there instead.. so i did.. met her at cineleisure cause she wanted to watch movie.. so, we went to watch STOMP THE YARD! tell you this, the movie is DAMN NICE! if you like watching you got serve, you would sure to love this! it involves funny, sad and happy moments.. you can hear laughter, sobbing during the movie is still rolling.. despite that, it might have certain things that goes like the movie you got serve.. but seriously, it's a movie that YOU MUST WATCH! need movie i'm going to watch would be mr bean's holiday.. maybe i shall watch it with angela again.. or might even be with my sister or something..
so, we ended our movie around 4 plus.. so, bought some food and headed to valhall and eat there instead.. so, this time round we kind of early unlike the previous week.. at the end of the trg, we celebrated zubat, johnson and elvi's birthday with a BIG CHOCOLATE cake! it was DELICIOUS! it tasted SOOO YUMMY that i sort of smell it when i entered the train on the way back home.. zubat was sabotage by mai.. haha.. and we took lots of photos at the end of day.. and love the photo i took with mai.. haha..
game tmr.. shall win this game! let's go jansenites!
she wrote on Saturday, March 17, 2007 @ 1:18 AM
birthday
to my dear friend (li meixian),
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!
someone has grown up! hahaha..
she wrote on Friday, March 16, 2007 @ 12:53 AM
today was ntg much.. stayed at home till afternoon.. left home arnd 445pm to go for the premier bleep test.. met up with syaz anf fazilla.. the actual plan was to meet up with meixian at bishan but she ended her trg late and she decided not to rush to bishan and do it tmr instead.. ivy and hazlin was at delta too.. so, we did the bleep test together.. ivy, syaz and i passed.. hazlin stopped at 6.4 during the 1st try while fazilla stopped at 7.. it started to rained heavily when we were just only at level 2.. so, we ran under the heavy rain though we were drenched and feel so heavy.. hazlin and faz did the test again but this time round was at the corridor outside the office.. it was too slippery that fazilla fell at level 6.2.. hazlin stopped too when she couldn't balance herself running at the slippery ground.. so, hazlin and faz will be retaking again on thursday while aisyah taking it tmr.. but seriously speaking, i feel different when i did the test today.. i didn't feel the tired though it was alr at level 8.. i don't even feel as if i was out of breath.. i just run w/o thinking anything.. i think all this while, i didn't do well cause i was tired.. usually with u-16, we will warm up then do some stretching and all before doing the test.. all i did today was to stretch my legs twice before running.. but i feel GREAT while doing the bleep test today.. it seems like i have the mood of bleep test.. haha.. i thought i would want to continue but when i see ivy and others stopped, i stopped.. syaz continued till 8.3.. she didn't tell me earlier she would be continueing.. if not, i would have continue together with her.. haha..
anyway, trg tmr.. need to work on our penalty corners..
she wrote on Tuesday, March 13, 2007 @ 10:25 PM
migraine
i had such a bad migraine this afternoon.. i wonder why i'm so prone to migraine these few days.. it's so irritating.. last night i had it while in the car on my way back home.. this afternoon, while i was playing sudoku on the computer.. wth! i hate it whenever my migraine comes..
she wrote on Monday, March 12, 2007 @ 11:20 PM
bitches
i could not update my blog last night due to my heavy migraine that also caused me to go to bed early..
anyway, limin called just now duing midnight.. well, i knew what she wanted to know and i knew she will be shocked when i tell her the result.. so we drew.. sorry we didn't maintain our performance while the both of you were away.. sorry seniors.. sorry limin.. sorry xinni.. though we didn't let in any goals, we drew with them instead of a win.. really sorry..
yesterday game was so damn! the girls are so f*cking bitches! and that BLIND umpire is a bastard! ALL their hits are FLYING balls (except for once when "a..." hit) and yet no foul was blown! it was so "amazing" to see the skies to be full of hockey balls! you bitches! a thousand times when the ball hit their legs for 1 LONG moment when we were in the D! yet, no fouls was blown! how i wish xinni was there.. whenever i got the ball, i was surrounded.. that bitch hooked my finger during the start of the game till it's swollen now and hooked my legs at the very end of the game.. you're just a bitch who is "very special" and who i gave a name called "special bitch who is also an asshole"! you WILL get hit one day!
she wrote on @ 10:50 AM
though i don't really go overseas that much to spend my holidays, i'm still happy with the way my life goes now.. i enjoy every single day of my weekdays with my hockey friends ,brudder lup and many more.. hockey and floorball are not being left out too.. having them on weekends is cool too.. i got to hang around with them on friday night and after games.. haha.. i love how things goes in my life now.. happy with ntg much to worried about like the other time.. stress here and there.. now, i'm happy.. haha..
she wrote on Friday, March 09, 2007 @ 11:42 AM
time flies..
time passes so fast.. when i think back again, i could see how different our time have changed.. especially in northland hockey.. all the way back from mai's year till this year people.. if i were to list down every single thing, i guess i can make a novel.. haha.. luckily there was syidah to listen to me last night.. i believe she was shocked too upon hearing such news.. haiz.. people changed.. most of them goes from bad to worse.. only a minor group of them gets better.. haiz.. but seeing many things happening now, it seems like the world has turn upside down..
she wrote on @ 11:35 AM
simei..
my day was spent with the boys today.. mahes, mael and wan.. accompanied them to simei since mahes and wan wansted to appeal for integrated logistic management course.. being with them is so ... they can nvr stop talking about girls and those guys topics.. on our way to simei itself, they keep talking about the 2 girls we saw in the bus who seems to take the same train with us too and helped wan and mahes somehow with the bus fare.. then, they turned to the lady who serve us during the appealing form.. sifa here, sifa there.. haha.. afterall, guys are still guys.. lepak within the school compound after that.. had our lunch at food haven in their school.. if i were to study there, my stomach will nvr be empty.. their food is DAMN cheap and nice la.. the price is cheaper than the food outside.. if a normal friend rice can be $2.50 or $3, we can get for only $2 there.. and their prata was like only 50 cents.. haha..
after a heaven lunch, we headed to the stadium to watch sabri's soccer trial.. some are good while some are okay.. and i also think that guy who was wearing the gombak jersey is good..
anyway, after sabri was done, we all headed home.. got to know from my mom a group of students from UM (university of malaya) is coming over this weekend to interview about my late grandfather.. so, my mom was like going through the book about my late grandfather that we're having.. the interview would somehow be held either in my house or my aunt's.. but most probably it would be in my house since most of the photos and documents are in my house.. thought peopla nowadays have forgotten veterans like my late grandfather.. it's good to still see people remembering.. but i guess thay must be doing some projects..
tmr will be the postponed game between northland and st nicks.. hope the game will be an interesting one, which i know it will.. haha.. i'm off!
she wrote on Thursday, March 08, 2007 @ 12:07 AM
posting..
i finally got to know my results for my posting today.. i'm happy with my posting.. i've gotten the school and the course that i've wanted.. it was my 1st choice.. accountancy & finance in nyp.. i got to do accountancy and at the same time play hockey and fb for nyp.. yeah! together with the seniors like xinni and wanting.. fazilla and jenmark also were posted to nyp though the 3 of us will be in the different schools.. fazilla will be in under it.. jenmark under soe and i'm in sob.. haha.. yet, we'll meet each other often still.. haha.. hope more and more ppl getting into nyp..
and today, i had my experience facing earthquake! 1st time.. good? bad? seriously speaking, i didn't thought about it.. i was chatting on msn when my flat sway.. i thought i was having a headache.. but when it strike for the 2nd time, i believe it was an earthquake.. at least, the one i faced wasn't that bad compared to mahes.. he was sitting on the chair when it moves for about a metre.. omg! i thought i was the only one.. but after mahes asked me, i got to know actually many felt it too.. it was like 4.2 on Ritcher scale here in s'pore and 8++ on sumatra.. haiz..
will be going off to ccab now to catch some b div games.. will update soon..
she wrote on Tuesday, March 06, 2007 @ 12:44 PM
proved!
TIRED and UNFIT!
she wrote on Sunday, March 04, 2007 @ 9:17 PM
lucky and unlucky..
1am and i just reached home from trg at valhall.. how early.. haha.. lucky enough for me to be able to catch the last bus and train..
let me see how lucky and unlucky was i today..
1st: when i just went out of the house this afternoon, the rain started to drop lightly (unlucky).. but my neighbour kindly lend me his umbrella and walk me to the mrt station (lucky)..
2nd: reached the mrt station, got to know that the train service towards jurong east from admiralty to kranji is delayed due to some accident in woodlands.. luckily i was heading towards newton (lucky)..
3rd: when i was at bishan, i got to know jenmark just reached newton and xinni will be arriving newton soon too.. more people to take the cab.. haha.. (lucky)
4th: waited for the cab for damn long though we were at the taxi stand and most of the unhirted taxi just drive pass at the 1st lane.. how freaking angry was that.. some taxis dropped by at the taxi stand but decided to choose their place.. how could that be.. when a taxi driver picks passengers up from the stand, he/she should be able to send his/her passenger to wherever he/she/they want to.. unless it's somewhere along the road la! F*CKING drivers! CHOOSY! (unlucky)
5th: just when we hop into the taxi, farhan called saying the girls game were postponed.. what a waste.. if we knew it earlier before we took the taxi, it would have been better (unlucky)..
6th: so good to have mdm k driving today since she had night class.. so, she sent sabri, jenmark and i to orchard (lucky)..
7th: reach valhall early and finally manage to get my stick after so long postponing it (lucky to have postponed the game and allow us to go to valhall early)..
8th: left valhall at 1130pm..the last bus didn't stop at the bus stop..luckily the bus driver a group of us at the bus stop.. if there's only a person, i don't think so the driver would stop in the middle to the road (lucky)..
9th:the last train to kranji via woodlands was still available (lucky)..
10th: reached home late and was having some rock and roll concert in my stomach.. saw some food in the kitchen! so, i whack it! haha (lucky)
overall: 8 lucky moments and 3 unlucky moments.. haha..
she wrote on Saturday, March 03, 2007 @ 1:13 AM
damn it!
DAMN it! after so long, it strike me again.. stupid MIGRANE!
GO AWAY DAMN IT!
she wrote on Thursday, March 01, 2007 @ 11:40 PM
dreams..
i've always wish to write my own storyline.. but each time i start, the inspiration woulld go missing.. the funny thing is, the inspiration comes during the time when i'm really busy.. those inspiration comes when i was bathing, in the train or even while walking to somewhere.. wth! i must complete at least a short story by the end of this year..
anyone out there has the malay movie "isi neraka" please let me know..
she wrote on @ 12:26 PM
baby..
come on..
get back to me..
tell me it's a YES..
say it..
i'll be waiting for that very moment..
i can't wait for that..
i'll be very HAPPY..
she wrote on @ 12:41 AM
coffee..
all of a sudden i feel the love when i'm down to town.. haha.. have been going to town fr the past 2 days and i feel great hanging around in town when i usually don't..
my actual plan today was just to go down for the b girls game to watch thr 16 mins left against yuhua and get home.. but after the game, jenmark wanted to look for pants at samuel & keith.. so, had brian to send us till the bus stop since it was raining heavily.. had our lunch at far east and went to starbucks at wisma.. our purpose was to visit zahidah since she was working there.. but ended up hanging around there till 445pm.. both of us had a free drink each from zahidah.. so sweet of her.. haha. thanks gerl..
headed to jenmark's workplace after that since he start working at 5pm.. so, ilepak at his workplace.. what's more, there isn't many customer and the place is very cozy.. it makes me feel at home.. got another free drink from jenmark.. haha.. nvr before me seeing him getting me a drink.. haha.. unless in school canteen.. haha.. mahes came around 820pm.. lepak there from 5pm till 940pm and went for dinner with mahes.. after dinner, got another drink from jenmark.. went to see ahmad for awhile and walk around orchard to have our food and drinks digest.. haha..
i surely have new problems now.. i'm having bladder problems recently.. i can't figure out how many times i went to the restroom while i'm out since yesterday.. another problem is, i'm figuring out how would it be during our game against src.. haiz.. lastly, i have too many things to buy.. i'm saving up money and i might be having my sister to help me buy my things first and pay her later.. hehe..
my stomach is full of coffee.. hehe..
she wrote on @ 12:06 AM