hockey trg on monday and tuesday..
real tough..
i'm EXTREMELY tired..
my body is aching from top to toe!
my left calf was REALLY REALLY tied right after the runnings today..
i could hardly walk..
and during the last 3 rounds, i was trying so hard to bare with my back ache..
haiz..
my body was too tired to even perform during the drills..
really bad..
was a BONUS that we need not run 1km after trg..
if not, i would have prepare to run during mens trg..
i need to improve on my runs!!
im totally bored today lah..
no plans at all and i jus rot at home..
skipped religious class again for the 8473625 times..
i dont know when was the last time i enter class..
1st week of fasting month?
before fasting month?
i dont know..
for every class i go, i'll skipped like 3-4 times?
haha..
i wonder if i can even graduate this year..
this year's attendance is the UGLIEST!!
i need to study for tmr's internet-web test..
but my brain refuse to do it..
i dont want monday to come can..
i just want to stick to weekends..
tmr will be a very long day..
lots of things to bring..
laptop, sch stuff, trg stuff..
haiz..
i bet tmr's trg will be killing!
i miss my religious class mates!
but i miss NYP team more!!

weee~
wileen: OI! who spit on my shirt???
wileen: see lah.. now wet!
@ shaw house

US!!
being the youngest in the team, being bullied by the capt!!
sya // wileen
whole LOTS of us.. ((:
opps.. i just realise i covered wileen's face.. haha..
they made my day GREAT!!!

cam-whoring was totally FUN!!
hockey players + wileen
US!!
where's wileen?? ohh.. she's being SANDWICH by us!!

CHAMPIONS!!
NYP and RP!!
#66 leng.. #36 sya.. #08 xinni..
sya // leng
NYP rox!
i miss pol-ite and i miss the team!!!
seriously speaking, i never knew NYP team would give me sooo much FUN!! i mean, i would really say i LOVE the team.. we bonded in such a short period of time.. thanks to pol-ite tournament.. and today's outing was really enjoyable.. i seriously do.. every since the last few games, i realise how much i love them.. now i know they are not those ppl i thought they would turn out to be.. ppl like fariza, hui hui and wileen.. they're cool actually.. joking around with them would be good.. and im looking forward to the chalet at the end of the yr which wileen is trying to plan..
anw, went delta in the morning to do gym and watch video.. i really did gym today.. and im happy with it.. haha.. so, went home after that and took a 45 mins nap.. met the team at boon lay then off to ad's house.. rit's really funny to see ppl's reaction seeing cats!!!
from carrying their legs up.. to,
standing up on the chair.. to,
shouting 'NO NO!! NOT HERE!!'
haha.. i bet the team knows what time taking about.. haha.. had a great chat and photos taken outside the house.. so, went to catch a movie at lido.. leng, xinni, wileen, pat, syit and mimi.. (more interesting stories, view xinni's and leng's blog.. photos will be uploaded soon..)
WOHOO!!! i finally figure out how to cure my blogger problem!!! hahaha.. im damn happy now.. finally everything is back to normal!!! WOHOO!!
anw, my AFA lame tutor was kind enough to release us from lecture an hour earlier today.. so, i went home first before meeting wt.. went town.. suppose to meet ly too but end up only the 2 of us.. ate at far east then walk around.. finally bought something that i've long to buy.. haha.. FINALLY java chips!!! haha.. had a good chat with her.. we should go out more often.. and more ppl the more merrier it is.. haha..
tmr going ad's house in the evening with the NYP team!! yohoo!! i love the team.. i seldom say this but i got to admit i LOVE the team.. though i had a diferent impression on some of them before the tournament started.. but now, i love them!!!
im just simply lazy to go to school nowadays.. doing tutorials.. too lazy to compelete it.. i find my tutors this sem kind of weird.. but i guess its way better of compared to those BORING tutors i had last sem.. at least these tutors can joke around rather than to put me to sleep during lectures and tutorials.. haha..
so, polite yest.. was okay i guess.. no more slacking games after this.. the rest of the games will be serious.. anw, cab down for nats trg with xinni, leng and fariha.. did 1 drills then mini games.. of course lah only 1 drills.. we were LATE what! haha.. but i tried my best doing the drills though my legs were tired and all..
SEA Games squad are alr out.. CONGRATULATIONS to those who made it.. and to those who didn't made it or are in the reserve list, dont be too upset.. maybe it's just not the time yet.. more things to look up ahead.. (:
omg.. i guess i think too much.. from the incident under my blk when i was otw back home.. to what my siblings were watching.. and to the show i watched just now on channel 5.. and lastly to my radio sickness again.. this is shit!!! it simply scares me..

im happy im part of the team..
now my blogger has something wrong due to the video clip i upload.. damn it.. i dont know how to cure it man.. )):
our last SIHC game is finally over.. beat Hong Kong 3-1.. thought could have scored more.. should have started firing up all the way from the beginning of the game.. but we still did get back int he 2nd half..
3 goals.. 1 from chua xinni and 2 from toh limin!! CONGRATULATION to the 2 of you!! im happy for the both of you.. each of you have 2 international goals with you alr.. haha..
i think i gave what i had when i was on the pitch.. i tried my chances to score and assist.. maybe just not my time yet.. but im damn happy to see xinni and limin scored.. though i was on the bench.. lam and i were like celebrating.. haha.. at least we have a good end to this tournament..
tmr, lunch with the team then heading to watch the guys game against pakistan.. all the best to the guys! jia you!
SIHC 17th till 21st October..
Singapore - Malaysia : 0-1
Singapore - Australia : 0-2
i think we did improve.. from the results.. from previous years, ladies lost to malaysia like 4-5 goals.. australia 2-3 goals during the friendly.. though the opponent wasn't their full team, i think we all did prety well.. i mean each and every single one of us give our little EXTRA.. combine those little EXTRAs, we made it EXTRA ORDINARY!!
we played as a team.. the fighting spirit.. when we attack, everyone support.. when defending, everyone help one another.. it's good to play as a team.. we play following the plan and tried our best to hold them back from scoring.. we had our chances in attacking and so.. maybe just wasn't our luck in converting those attacks..
last game today of the tournament.. hong kong.. hope to give my best.. given the chance, i'll make sure i'll play as hard as i played during the 1st game.. better if i can give a little EXTRA compared to the past games.. last game of the tournament = giving all out!!
all the way SINGAPORE!
omg, i cant take it.. i've been having diarrhoea since day 1 of hari raya.. it's good and bad in certain ways.. and, im not the only one in the family facing this problem.. my whole family is having diarrhoea!! that includes my aunt, uncle and brother!! all of us are taking turns one after another to go to the toilet at home.. and for every house we go to, there's always at least 2 person to go to the toilet.. that's bad.. i dont know if i's the food that we ate or is it the body system.. maybe we mixed too many food or maybe our body is just not used to it after a month of fasting.. what i remember, whenever hari raya comes, diarrhoea always occur.. last year, the same thing happened to us for 3 days.. my toilet bowl will be having a tough job this week to keep flushing again and again.. haha..
what i saw down there really affected me badly.. i stunned for a moment and my mind just goes BLANK..
okay i dont know what else to type.. my mind it totally, completely, eternally BLANK!
1st day of hari raya.. so what do we expect? the same every year.. the only difference is that my family go to houses on both my dad and mom side.. instead of my dad side alone.. was home quite early..
anw, i somehow miss hockey.. good hockey of course.. been playing hockey almost everday these few days.. but somehow i miss hockey.. haha.. i want to play for the friendlies but i cant.. )):
i want to play good hockey!!!
current time: 5.54am.. i finally got to lie down on my bed after a long day.. so, had nats trg just now.. 4 sets of 25 yards suicide running + 1km in between trg + 1km after trg.. did quite okay.. meet all the timings.. tried to keep up with the team during the 1km running.. then, dinner at the market with mates..
headed to airport after that to pick my aunt up.. was an hour earlier.. luckily there was wt's psp.. hehe.. thanks wt.. you save the day once more.. went home to put the luggage and then to jln kayu for sahur.. went to geylang wet market after that.. and finally reached home! i need some rest man..
plan to go to causeway wih my sis later.. getting myself some clothes.. hehe.. and having kenduri in the evening..
lastly, SELAMAT HARI RAYA TO ALL MUSLIMIN & MUSLIMAT.. MAAF ZAHIR & BATIN..
i feel so good and fresh after bathing and cleaning my room!! yohooo!! finally my room is clean and tidy.. hehe.. all im left with is the curtain and bedsheet.. haha..
actually i didn't want to clean up today.. felt so lazy.. but no choice, somehow i have to find a way to get it done by tonight.. i would rather do it today than tmr.. tmr im sure to be tired when i come home.. and the night would be spent with my lil brother!! haha.. but afterall, i ahd fun cleaning.. i have the whole house all to myself.. everyone was out and my younger sis was alr in her dreamland.. so i have the radio half blast while cleaning the room.. cleaning following the tempo of the songs being played.. cleaning while singing and dancing.. haha.. sounds crazy but this is me when im happy.. too bad.. haha..
had jansenites meeting and trg just now.. i somehow went for the meeting late.. suppose to be at 4pm but i end up reaching like 5pm? haha.. cause i took a nap at 3pm.. suppose to wake up at 330pm but end up wakin up at 4pm.. haha.. so chiong to bathe, pack my bag and all.. almost took a cab but then i saw the bus behind the cab.. haha.. reach there i thought will have a lot of ppl.. like really a team arh.. but only nina, mar, xinni and limin there.. including mr gary of course.. haha.. talk talk till 530pm..
went for trg with limin and xinni.. kind of rushing to start trg.. cause we only had 1 hour and we can't afford to waste the time.. headed to far east with limin, leng, liyuan and lam.. (eh, all name with L except for me.. haha).. ate at kfc.. talk talk till we found out we were the last to leave.. haha..
and i think i shall get my clothings for school soon.. i mean real soon..
ntg much today.. it was raining almost the whole day.. when i woke up, i realise i didn't wake up for pre-dawn meal.. i thought i did.. haha.. then i found out all my family members did wake up.. haha!
anw, afternoon went to burger king at np to meet up with mar.. she studied maths and poa.. but i find myself useless! i can't teach her.. i sort of forget almost everything arh! im so useless lah.. so, met limin and wt to g to queensway.. had dinner there and surveyed some shoes..
i think going for mens trg is good.. but if i go, i would only want to do the drills.. not the runs.. can? haha..
i just realise hari raya is like on coming sat! that's so fast arh.. it doesn't feel like a month of fasting also.. haha.. the thing is, im not really looking forward to celebrating.. im more concern about my brother who will be coming down on thursday!!! that's 3 more days! im exicited for it.. but but.. it also means i have 3 more days to completely clean my room! if i used to clean my room every sunday, not anymore now.. i don't have the time.. haha..
once hari raya comes, school starts.. im so not looking forward to it.. just hope i don't have night classes pls.. next, will be SIHC.. been thinking alot about it.. but i have a strong feeling that whatever that is playing my mind now, will happen somehow.. )):
sick!
i knew i'm going to fall sick today.. i was really really sick in the morning that i could hardly stand up!! i really thought of not going delta for the video shoot.. but think again, i have the locker key and xinni would need to take her stuff back home.. me too of course.. so, i drag myself to delta still though i wasn't feeling well.. was raining heavily.. so the shoot was delayed.. i end up playing under the rain also.. punish myself for that man!
after shooting, slack a while to gain back as much energy as i can.. seriously speaking, i was thirsty nor hungry.. but i was really really weak that i even felt like breaking my fast.. anw, did some gym work with liyuan and wt.. bathe and went home with sabri..
does a girl need permission from her parents to break fast at her own house???
Labels: i hate being sick
i'm a happy girl again today!! wohooo!! thanks to my beloved friends..
all i had today was fun, fun and more fun!! played pool with my hockey friends at town and down to fazilla's house.. i dont regret going to fazilla's house.. i never expected them to celebrate my birthday! as in, it was belated and all of them alr wish me on the day.. i was watching the tv when all of a sudden they came out with the cake.. i was stunned and speechless lah.. no words could come out of my mouth.. all i have to say is, THANK YOU and I LOVE EACH AND EVERYONE OF YOU!! *muacks*
'mummy' nana..
girls in the house..
want a piece of cake?? yummy..
we all think hafiz looks like shahrukh khan!! haha..
what is sabri trying to do???
a cake from my beloved friends.. <3
awww.. syaz is so hardworking..
mardhiah!!
just how much fun we had on the sofa!! haha..
i guess the pics says it all.. tmr having video shooting at delta.. 1-3pm.. will be damn hot.. planning to do gym tmr.. mabye watch finals.. still not sure cause i seriously thought of breaking fast at home.. this week i only break fast at home once!!
im happy today!
1st: i finally did gym today! okay, not that much lah.. like for like 5 minutes.. cause just when i wanted to really start, coach called to talk about the game.. but at least i still did after ages.. haha.. 2nd: ran 2km at the start of the trg.. i passed! haha.. though i knew i could have done slightly better.. like im seriously happy that i finally passed lah.. when was the last time met the timing? last when i just start off in the team.. haha.. 3rd: i'm happy i did pretty good during the last drills.. like, i was really tired after the mini game cause we had only 3 of us in the team.. run like hell arh.. yet, i manage to dribble a couple of times.. muahahaha..
4th: did the suicide runs.. 6 sets.. suppose to do in 45 secs per set but i manage to complete in 40 secs! despite, my heavy legs by the time i reach the last 25 yards.. okay arh, actually almost everyone finish in 40 secs.. haha.. but isn't that great? the team did well.. esp LAM!!
yesterday and today are just superb! i love it..
my birthday!
if exactly a year ago someone simply pissed my off and spoilt my mood, this year it nvr happen! infact, im way happy today.. my day was spend with my beloved friends and hockey stick.. it may sounds very sian to celebrate a birthay a delta right? but im happy this way.. at least it's my passion..
to all my friends/cousins/family, thanks for all the birthday wishes and gifts.. i appreciate it alot.. you ppl made my day lovely! it was sweet of you ppl to remember my birthday.. i hope i can remember all of your birthday dates? hehe.. i simply love all of you!
you're so near yet so far.. maybe i was in my dreamland..
thanks limin..
(done by limin)
that's something i nvr expect at this hour.. im so touched! almost shed into tears.. thanks to the spicy food i ate earlier.. muahahaha.. anw, thanks so much.. i love you limin.. ((:
bored..
i want to rest for tmr.. but at the same time, im bored.. so every since i woke up, i've been doing this...
haha.. i finally manage to do a proper one of this.. if last time i need someone's help to do it, now i can do it on my own.. haha.
and CHUAXINNI! you stole my song!!! i put it on my friendster now you took it from me.. how could you? muahahaha.. (ps: still thanks to tohlimin for recommending me the song.. hehe)
game..
You know nothin comes easy
You gotta try real, real hard
I tried hard..
But i guess I gotta try harder
div 2 game against dMaster just now.. lost 2-1.. i totally play like shit arh!! argh!! hate myself for that.. i need to get back to my BASICS!! i tried so hard to get it under control but it always doesn't go on my way.. haiz.. it's good during warm up but during game, it's totally the opposite; and vice-versa.. ergh!!! i was hoping i could play like how i did during the previous game but was to no avail.. im just hoping such things wouldn't happen again during 4 Nations.. pray hard..
nats trg..
nats trg today after a long break.. was happy to have trg. wasn't that tough i guess.. but i somehow feel tired/restless.. drills was good.. i kid of like it.. more like set play.. makes me feel like i was in the game.. all of a sudden was confident to hold the ball.. haha.. ran 2km at the end of the trg.. knew i would fail.. i was really restless and felt like wanting to vomit.. in the end, i really vomited after running 1.5km.. vomited twice! damn it.. but i continue running after that.. at least i didn't give up though i know i didn't give my best.. hopefully to do better next time..