nats trg..
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shockingly, i attended nats ladies trg last night.. it was more tiring than what i imagine.. 10 rounds? okay.. 2 shutter sprints at level 6? okay.. but i was refering to the drills alone.. instead of joining everything up.. it was killing me! but i dont blame anyone else except for myself.. i was to be blame for my low fitness all this while and not working on it individually.. haiz..
i manage to finish up the 10 rounds though the timing was not up to the expectations.. the shutter sprints.. very badly done.. i couldn't catch up with the level 8.. could only follow up for 1 min.. after that, i was off the beat ad run at my own pace.. i didnt drop out till the 2nd sprint.. i was way behind everyone else after the 1st min. saw limin went out so i went out too.. i dont know wat was runing through my mind.. but whenever i saw somone stop running (regardless of the 10 rounds or whatever), i tend to stop to.. if no one stops,i wouldn't dare to stop..
the last 3 rounds before the trg ends was the most saddening for me.. i did shed tears a lil.. not because i was impress with myself for finishing the runs and the trg (like wha xinni thought).. but because i failed to have a good run.. when dahlia came up to me, all i did was to bend down to do some stretching so that she wouldn't realise that i cried.. i was so disapointed wih myself with my performance last night.. of course ppl will have the "starting will be like that" theory.. but i dont accept that for myself.. haiz.. i got to do my own training from now on..
however, i feel great with the other mates who were very encouraging.. ppl like ying ying, pris, wanting and many more.. im sure i'll need to get back to my fitness for e to achieve my goals..
she wrote on Friday, April 27, 2007 @ 1:22 PM
funny..
i find it funny.. whenever i feel hot, i would take a bath.. unlike usual where i'll just bare with it or on the air-conditioner for like 5 minutes to make the room cool.. but today, i can't remember how many times i bathe.. luckily i didn't bathe in school.. haha.. but bathing is one thing relaxing to do to my point of view.. haha.. maybe people might find it weird but i find it unique..
anyway, my class is FINALLY talking.. it's good for me to be able to find someone in class who i can go crazy with.. julie esp.. haha.. i think she can go as crazy as me.. but of course northland ppl are the best for now.. ppl like azura, kay, mahes, jenmark, SABRI! haha..i think no one can ever go beyond sabri.. hahaha..
till here for now.. will update more often soon once i get a new notebook.. then i will be able to update while in school even.. hahaha..
she wrote on Tuesday, April 17, 2007 @ 9:24 PM
update..
it has been AGES since i last update my blog.. busy shouldn't be a reason this time round.. maybe the word lazy shall be the replacement.. haha..
well, last week has been a week of hockey for me.. with 4 days of friendly games.. this week, was more on preparing myself for school besides the 2 friendly games with the national ladies.. everything goes well than what i thought.. except for my orientation.. unluncky for me to have such a sad classmates.. maybe we're new to once another.. but i'll make sure i'll give a life to my class.. thought i might still not recognise most of them now.. or even to know their names, my class will be one of the best class soon.. haha.. putting so many hopes on my class.. but i believe all these shyness or even quiet environment will go off one day.. haha..
premier league is starting.. 1st game will be on sunday.. will make i'll use of all the things i've learned during the frienlies i had these 2 weeks.. will play my best.. crescent team will be a good start..
till here for now.. will update when i have the time though SCHOOL is STARTING in LESS THAN 2 DAYS TIME!
she wrote on Saturday, April 14, 2007 @ 10:42 PM
busy week..
i've been having the u18 friendlies these few days.. from tuesday till friday actually.. haha.. i prefer friendlies to trainings at times.. haha.. i know i did very badly for yesterday game.. but there isn't much different for today's game.. maybe it's only a lil better.. but it's still bad.. i still did mistake when i play above liyuan.. haha.. i'll make sure i do it correctly tmr and friday..
well, im still wondering about friday and my weekends.. cause i have other places to go besides my game on fridya and my training on saturday.. i can't decide where to go and how to go.. so maybe after my game on friday, i'll go with sabri all for the syaz thingy.. if i overnight, means i overnight.. if not, i'll go home.. then in the morning, i'll go get my things before i go for trg.. haha.. well, let see how the situation goes tmr..
i dont know what im talking also.. im just talking shit.. haha..
she wrote on Thursday, April 05, 2007 @ 12:42 AM
jeans..
OHH MAN! i just realise my orientation is in a week time! and i have not gotten my new jeans yet! i got almost everything ready except for my jeans and more tops; which is not that important since i've bought a few.. i really hope to get it this week but im having game from tuesday till friday.. man! and i think i won't be free during weekends too.. how? i didn't realise next tuesday is 10th april; a day before orientation! i really need to rush and get my jeans soon!
she wrote on Tuesday, April 03, 2007 @ 12:53 AM
happy..
im quite happy today.. despite having to wake up early to get to delta this morning, i guess it's worth it.. both JANSENITES (boys B & girls B) got 2nd for the carnival! it's a good achievements.. the guys worked so hard to get into the finals after beating police by penalty.. the keepers did EXTREMELY WELL today.. from iman to nazura to khalya.. iman and nazura was amazing.. all of a sudden, they seems like a SUPER HERO/HEROINS.. saving all those nice penalties from those super stars.. WELL done.. as for girls B and boys A, don't be too sad.. all of you did superb too! achieveing 2nd for this carnival is a good start for us in premier besides having us the need to improve on our fitness.. each and every one of us! maybe many will think src deserve to be in the finals more.. but this is sports.. they had to meet with police in semis and it's clear either one of them will go out.. overall, well done!
after game, asked my parents to pick me up from delta.. slept in the car while we were on our way to eat at teck whye.. finally i got to eat after a long day playing hockey with only drinks in my stomach.. actually i was too TIRED to go anywhere else.. i would rather sleep in the car.. but my parents wants to go to IMM.. so, just followed them.. was happy when i reached there as soon as i saw the I.P ZONE shop.. haha.. my mom bought for me some tops and a jacket..
nice.. those tops and jacket that i wanted.. haha.. i guess my mom was in a good mood.. cause she was also looking for a shoe for herself..
till here for now.. need to recharge myself once more.. update soon..
she wrote on Sunday, April 01, 2007 @ 10:32 PM