i thought i was strong enough to face it..
overcome it all..
and have ntg left for me to think about..
but i guess i was wrong..

im weak and have been faking it all this while..
i told myself im fine and everything will go well..
but at this very moment, i failed..
i can't control this feeling..
it hurts whenever i see it..
it leaves a scar on me..
not knowing how long will it take to heal..
once again, i failed..


she wrote on Saturday, November 03, 2007 @ 12:51 AM