1st day of u21 league

felt so happy when i woke up

cause im going to play hockey!!

but somehow cheat my feelings

game postponed due to heavy rain

so much of having the mood to play

so much for traveling all the way down



went off to bishan with fazilla

been ages since i last went out with her

went to get something before heading for dinner

amk KFC

was shocked to see the fb girls there

they actually went for the guys trg arh!

sabri and mahes joined us in the middle of our meal

headed back to yishun

was forced by sis to follow family for dinner

so, i only had a drink and brownie


sunday shall be the day

i shall give my best shot for the game!!



im sorry..

im guilty..

i know i was in the wrong..

i know i just created a biggest sin ever..

it was beyond my control..

it was nvr my intention..

it just happened in such a way that i nvr even realise..


im sorry..

not that i wanted to be rude..

neither did i want to fight back..

but it happens at times when i need to stand for my right..

i know what you are trying to say..

i know you care for me..

but at times pls give me the chance to say my reasons too..


im sorry..

i realise for myself where ive been all this while..

i realise for how much ive changed individually..

i realise how much ive changed my attitude..

i know this new year im suppose to be a better person,

and prevent myself from those sins..

but im sorry..


im sorry i cant help it..

it came to me all by itself..

it flows in my blood..

ive been brought up in such an environment..

you acted the same when im around..

how can you expect me not to learn from it..

i know it is something i shouldn't learn..

but when such things always happen in my eyes,

the habit will eventually come to me..

it works from generation to generation..

just like karma..

you do it to him..

now it happens that i do it to you..


i know im in the wrong..

and im deeply sorry..

i know you will nvr read this..

but for what you need to know,

im really sorry..

truely deeply sorry for what ive done..

and i regretted it so much..

so much that i cant stop thinking about it..

once again, im sorry..



she wrote on Sunday, January 06, 2008 @ 2:08 AM