game was seriously bad.

1st period especially.

but own performance wise,

i think i played better than the previous 2 games.

at least i finally get to control my own game/movement back again.

head for an early dinner at JP banquet with the guys.

trained back home after that.

we treat the train as if it was ours.

okay, but not as bad as the other day (after our u21 finals)

haha!

i seriously cant make my decision for tmr.

how how?

you made me feel like im being used. you place me way at the bottom. when things gets haywire, you get frustrated. that's where you look at me and put me at the top. i work my ass off to help everyone and make things goes as planned. i prove your statement was wrong. and when things gets fine or problem solved, you throw me back at the bottom. wth! im a human being too! i have feelings. dont treat me as if im your spare tyre! i wish i have the guts to tell you this. but i guess im not that strong enough. im weak in every aspects. and yeah, i guess i got to FORCE myself to pay some respect to you in some ways. just as i thougt you were better off than him. haiz..

-i'm bored! haha!-