blogging last night or now makes no diff.
the feeling doesn't change.
woke up and have it on my mind first thing first.
and it ____ having to face such feelings.
i still cant get over it.
i wish i could be a better and stronger person,
someone who's able to stand quickly back on their feet after a downfall.
but i guess im taking such a long time.
too long that i might not just be able to stand up again.
or maybe just not a normal downfall?
perhaps like falling from the top of the mountain.
and going back up is as good as starting all over again. sigh.
where were you when im in need?
stop flying every now and then.
come back cause i badly need you now.
rahh!! i sux at all this!
what's in past shall be left behind.
its time to move on and get going.
but for now, i got to find a way to do so.
well, these ppl came across my mind last night.
and i miss them badly!! =)
she wrote on Sunday, March 02, 2008 @ 2:22 PM