guess i really think alot,

even over the slightest thing.

but these days,

it was ntg else but my work.

someone told me TEP has turned me into a workaholic.

plus im seen doing everything for my mates.

idk how far i have to agree to that.

or maybe it's just a routine

to commit to things you're doing.

seriously, work this week has been pretty busy.

i was like working full shift this week.

and today was seriously the busiest.

i even had my things left undone just now.

for the fact, we're not allowed to stay behind for afternoon shift.

if we do, the 'opppps' wont be able to go home.

which is totally unfair.

so now i got to find a solution to get everything done by monday morning.

another challenge for me.

yeah, another interesting part.

i got home late on wed due to sch trg.

and i had to report to sch early morning the next day.

just like reporting for morning shift due to some reason.

was super tired out of tues and wed activities

that all i wanted was sleep.

yet, i still couldn't sleep well

only manage to get few hrs of sleep

(this pig here needs more. haha!)

reason?

for 3 hrs of time when i was closing my eyes,

the only picture that appears in my mind was

MY WORK!

3 hrs of time showing the full scene of my work for that wed.

how interesting right?

so much of not wanting to think about work,

it just appear for free!

its only week 2 of work.

and we've got lots to do alr.

plus seeing from the mails received and sent,

i can see im going to be busy the whole of next month.

stocks, promotion sales and many more.

by the time im done with the sales,

it's the end of my 1st stopover alr.

how sad.

so much of complaining to ppl about my stopover.

yet, i stil love doing this job and the 'pretty angels' :)

it's interesting how things changed in just a short period of time. they no longer work like before. and seriously, i miss it all. i miss those moments. the scene, atmosphere, smile, laughter, jokes and many more. they just keep appearing in my mind. knowing i have to let it go, i just cant.

this post is super lengthy.

and i think i shall end it here.

before i drag more about it.

haha!