there's a say as time goes by, things changed.
so does human beings as their heart and feelings changes too.
it doesn't take long for things to change.
sometimes, all it takes is a split second.
or example, you hate this person so much
that you refuse to see his/her face.
but the next moment,
you realise you miss the person.
it's weird how the heart is able to play with the mind.
i've been thinking alot since the month started.
and i hate having this feeling.
it's killing me seriously.
i would rather have someone stabbing me from the back
rather than straight into my heart.
i knew this was somehow coming.
but i nvr took the effort to prepare myself.
it's like having a strong sense that it's going to rain heavily
though the dark clouds have yet to form.
still, you refuse to bring an umbrella out with you.
you get the picture?
hmmm.
just as i thought i would be fine when things started to be different.
but when someone asked about it, my reaction changed.
i couldn't answer the qn.
neither could i even speak a single word.
guess im just too weak for this.
and how stupid can i be to fall for your trap.
S-M-I-L-E
its not difficult to give a sincere smile when you're doing fine.
we all know that right?
but when some things are just not right about you,
it's even harder to fake it.
dont you think so?
guess readers are wondering what am i trying to say here.
well, its hard for me to explain.
but maybe i shall just let this be a question mark to everyone.
a story that is only known between me and the safety.
THE END!