idk what have gotten over me. thought after last week, things will be fine. i started to move on slowly. but things are still hard; esp over the weekend. long journeys can seriously be negative at times. i had to keep my mind away from it and hide things for the others. it's so hard when you see yourself crying each time you wake up from sleep. not the first time though.
i was clicking and reading when i saw something i nvr thought i would see. crack! exactly the same feeling i had 6 months ago. and it's over the same thing and person again. my heart started to break apart again. it's crying out loud yet no one could see it. i couldn't take it any longer. the eyes started to tear again after a long drought. it hurts badly!
why am i so badly affected?
someone pls tell me i'm over all this.
someone pls tell me i'm not falling for it.
kayeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
she wrote on Friday, October 31, 2008 @ 2:07 AM