idk if im doing the right thing.
am i torturing you?
i wish you know
as much as i want to forget you,
the more im missing you.
i've been reading and checking.
the more i read,
the more i feel like going near you.
but my moves are restricted.
every night i try to call you.
but each time i reached the phone,
i put them down again.
it feels so hard to find the courage to call you.
as much as i want to hear your voice,
im afraid history would repeat again.
ohh dear,
i really wish you know how much i miss you.
i really wish you know how much you mean to me.
cause each time i open up my eyes,
you're the first to appear in my mind.
she wrote on Sunday, November 02, 2008 @ 4:45 PM