i've been doing lots of thinking over the weekend. spending time thinking about life instead of thinking on how to solve those problems written in my notes. HAHA!
well, it's funny how that one thing that brings ppl together can actually tear ppl apart too. different ppl have different views in life. different ppl see things from a different angle. its just the matter how you want to look at it. i've always remember those advices friends used to give me.
i remember how that hockey friend of mine used to tell me things. one might fail to get into the team, one might get kicked out from the team, one might fail to achieve his goal. but it all goes back to the mind. always look on the bright side. the learning experience you've gained throughout, knowing the true meaning of teamwork, knowing what does blood, sweat and tears mean in sports. not forgetting, the long journey of suffering, hard trgs and joy. afterall, mostof us are still young. there's nothing to lose.
at times things just don't go out way. infact, the harder we try, the harder it gets. that's when things are really not meant to be how you plan it to be. yet, you can't simple give up and leave things as it is. you got to be stonger than before; mentally and physically, to stand up on your feet again. no one can help you do things if you dont want to. you got to do it yourself. believe in your strength, believe in your weaknesses, and believe in yourself. words of encouragement and support, thats the dosage bestie gives me.
in life, there are always ups and downs to face. challenges everywhere. some face a minor one while others might face a more challenging ones. syidah always give me new advices every single day back then. when we share our problems with someone, friends will either console you, curse along with you, sigh with you, cry with you, or give you advices to carry on. what is being said matters. to me, it all goes back to the phrase,
"kata-kata adalah satu doa. moga-mogaan kata-kata yg mulia itu akan jadi satu kenyataan. these are the uncontrollables and they are beyond our hands. only HE has the power to do it. yg boleh kita lakukan hanyalah berdoa and minta petunjuk dariNya. Amin"
those sentences go around me all day long 24/7. its so practical that when i see my past, i realise how much that sentences changed my life in some ways or another. the impact is HUGE!
in all, we just got to be mentally strong to face these challenges in life. one can be tough on the outside but soft when it comes to such things. if i manage to overcome this weakness of mine; taking years to find my true self, i dont see a reason why others cant. challenges everywhere and thats the fact. thats something we all have to accept. afterall, these challenges are the key to an interesting life. imagine having everything going your way, you do things as you lie, and things just go well and very well EXPECTED. it would be so boring. no challenges, no goal to achieve, no sense of satisfation. simple as that ;)
she wrote on Monday, November 24, 2008 @ 12:00 AM